December 2010
47 posts
“Twelve angels wishes, eleven schmacken schmackens, ten dancers dancing, nine...”
– Me and my mum sang and harmonised the entire twelve days of christmas waiting for the sound of music to come on. And we totally got the words right :)
I’ve decided I’m going to take a meditation class. I need to clear my mind and try to learn to be happy in my own head.
I feel so different in belfast than I did in tenerife, it’s really getting to me. when I was over there, I was enjoying life and living every second of it, thinking and writing and living. here, I’m trying my hardest to waste my time. I’m on...
“Your new hair is well sexy. Brings out your tits”
– Hahaha. Best compliment ever.
I can’t believe my stomach is going backwards :( my appetite has gone again, I can’t face eating much anymore, and I’ve thrown up like 4 times today so far. I’m not used to this, I’m used to bein a total gorb cos of these steroids, but I’m losing weight again here and I’m gonna have to go back on the stupid calshakes. But tbf they taste beast so...
my friend just told me this story and I just about...
omg aha yesterday i was in topshop just about to put my card in the card machine to pay for the clothes when i sneezed and held my hand to my face and snotted all over my card lumpy snot like fucking masses of the stuff and i didnt have a tissue and i just started laughing ridiculously cacklin and stuck it in the card machine all the same roflroflrofl. dirty stinkin beggar, she is. but I adore...
“Me? I’m scared of everything. I’m scared of what I saw, I’m...”
– dirty dancing<3
heeey.
I’m feeling pretty miserable today tbh :( my stomach is absolutely WRECKING me, like it’s so fucking painful. and this sunburn is actually really stingy :/ my shoulders are blistering and I keep throwing up and I just feel like a big sickoface. just wanna jump into a big pool of ice and live there. mmm.
I’m hiding from the sun today and just staying in the shade,...
ALSO
see right now? there’s a cockroach the size of a young ethiopian child in my apartment somewhere HISSING at me :| I couldn’t sleep cos I saw it last night and nearly had a fuckin corinary. please leave me alone, you massive bastard!
I’m gonna write out here what I wrote in my journal two days ago, cos I never wana forget this feeling -ahem-:
“om namah shivaya.
I feel amazing right now. I couldn’t not write down how I feel. It’s insane. I feel so at peace and happy. I’m so happy. sitting in the sun, watching the sunset on the sea from my gorgeous apartment, reflecting. I think I’m gona go...
hello thaar :) fran just lent me her laptop, she’s actually the best<3
today was actually so great. I sunbathed all afternoon and got ssssuch sunburn, my shoulders are all stingy! but it’s okay cos then I’ll be tan, and cat said my skin doesn’t look as seethrough anymore! I’m a bit embarrassed about how pale I am here, cos I’m not like whitegirlfrombelfast...
:D
hiya from tenerife!
it´s actually aaaamazing here. I fucking love it.
the weather is boiling, the people are amazing, the apartment and surroundings are beautiful, the drink and fegs are cheap, everything is so perfect. I´m so happy. I fucking deserved this break yano, I´m actually so beamin :)
and I like ryan and he makes me happyy :) and I love my mum so much, we´re having a pure geg...
I’m away to tenerife :)
so I’ll talk to you come christmas eve, lovely tumblr<3
p.s. dyed my hair bright red earlier! please don’t be too jealous of how good quality the camera is though.
“sorry that was so rushed babe. love you sooo much. thank you for dinner today...”
– my alex :’) <3
“this loss upon loss has left me feeling sad and brittle and about seven thousand...”
:)
had a funny afternoon with momma and janice, we laughed and fml-ed loads.
andand I text janice asking her to bring me crayons cos I’m bored and she brought me crayons, felt tips, paints, a colouring book, a postman pat colour-by-numbers AND a big massive sticker book that you can paint in :D she’s the best.
andandand my mummy’s so funny yano. I’m being horrible to like,...
playing around with harmonies.
awka :) I found...
no nevermind it’s okay I didn’t need to lie cos my mum woke up and told me it was cancelled cos we slept in :)
and janice said she’d bring us sandwiches down later and my mum panicked cos she was just awake and told her to get me a chicken and cheese and egg sandwich hahaha who would ever eat that. my mum’s too adorable.
but if we’re not going shopping that means I...
ayeeee tumblr, you’re lucky you sorted your shit. ya dick.
I’ve been awake from ten to 6 and its now quarter past 10. and mummy was meant to wake me at half 9 to go shopping but didn’t and I still didn’t wake her cos my stomach hurts and I wanna stay in bed as long as I can. but I feel guilty for future-me telling her I was asleep this whole time, so I’m telling...
“I do believe in spooks, I do believe in spooks, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I...”
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current: * outfit: jammy bottoms, granny jumper, my extremely padded bra rofl I’m such a boobliar. * hairstyle: eeeeverywhere, I’m just awake and look like heyull. * jewelery: my momma’s pandora bracelet and my heart necklace obv and my lip bar if that counts * nail color: nail coloured, they’re too short to paint. do you: * cut yourself: nope * lick yourself: :/ * whine a...
“Never ignore a person who loves you, cares for you, and misses you. Because one...”
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“you’ve got such a pretty smile. it’s a shame about the things you...”
guh
all I do is bloody gurn on this thing, I do apologize.
my stomach is killing me, has been like unbelievable the past few days.
I’m not sure whether I’m getting worse, or I was getting better and forgot how bad it was normally, I have no idea.
and also, my blood transfusion thingy is fairly wearing off, I’m starting to get dizzy and panicky from standing up and I can’t...
“It’ll be a sad day when I stop loving you”
– :(. Ugh. I need help.
