January 2011
68 posts
I feel really happy right now :) my stomachs hardly gave me any trouble at all today, I had a lovely day with alex and michael talking and watching coach trip and having gegs, had a lovely wee evening eating pizza and watching shrek 3, had a lovely night with ryan talking and kissing and laughing and adoring him, then just came home and had a lovely wee heart to heart with my mum about life and...
“There’s always going to be that one person who tries to dampen your day.”
– I, personally, don’t understand people like this. Its so much more satisfying making people smile than to drag people down. I really don’t get what enjoyment people get out of being negative and mean to people. I much prefer going out of my way to make sure someone’s happy.
another thing of me singing a christina aguilera...
god, my head is so melted today. my emotions are all over the place. I think it’s from lack of sleep and feeling so ill. my stomach is killing me.
we’ve been waiting for a call back from the hospital for weeks now to sort out my next iron infusion, and they called us today saying I’m booked in for the first of march and I FREAKED out and started crying and went apeshit, saying...
I'm so sick of being such a let down to everyone...
“my boyfriend is genuinely wonderful. just thought I’d point this out,...”
me singing christina aguileraaaaaa, I’m in...
thought it’s time to put up a wee thing of...
wee quiz :)
100 Things You Might Not Know About Me…
1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT? I’ve got a big dent-y scar thingy from when I was a wee goff 15 year old, and we got chased by chavs for bein ‘gaffick fenian lesbians’ and got like bricks and glass bottles thrown at us and they chased us into a park, and the park got closed while we were in there, and I was in my new rocks...
HAOISDHAOISDHOIAH
I’m sososo fucking fed up, it’s literally beyond belief.
I’m so fucking SORE. I haven’t been able to go outside and do normalpersonthings in ages and sitting in by myself having nothing to think about but how much pain you’re in drives you fucking crazy. crazy.
I’ve been literally sitting about all day trying to think of a way out of this. I need to be around...
My stomach is so sore :( sometimes I think I wouldn’t mind if I died, cos then maybe I’d get a decent sleep.
“Partygirl is fun til she pukes on your shoes. Then she’s just a pain in...”
retroglamour asked: i wish you wern't sick too, it's so rubbish :( you seem so lovely <3
yeah atm i'm taking pentasa, prednisilone (steriods, but i'm coming off of them soon), buscopan, occasionally diazepam and i have to inject myself every 2 weeks with adalimumab which isn't so fun to do lol.
& yeah that’s pretty much the same with me, i tend to...
yeah atm i'm taking pentasa, prednisilone (steriods, but i'm coming off of them soon), buscopan, occasionally diazepam and i have to inject myself every 2 weeks with adalimumab which isn't so fun to do lol.
& yeah that’s pretty much the same with me, i tend to...
retroglamour asked: I know what you mean, there's hardly anyone our age with it, well not that i can find anyways lol. and whenever i'm admitted to hospital everyone in my wards SO much older.
i was at college doing art foundation but got sick again and they were right dicks about it and basically kicked me off the course. i'm looking for work at the minute, i feel so useless because...
i was at college doing art foundation but got sick again and they were right dicks about it and basically kicked me off the course. i'm looking for work at the minute, i feel so useless because...
WatchGood memories :P miaow miaow!
retroglamour asked: I was officially diagnosed in March last year, but I will ill for about a year before that as well.
What about you lovely?
It's stupid, because you look well, so no-one really believes that you're ill and it's really hard to explain what's actually wrong..
Are you at school or college or anything? (:
.xoxo
What about you lovely?
It's stupid, because you look well, so no-one really believes that you're ill and it's really hard to explain what's actually wrong..
Are you at school or college or anything? (:
.xoxo
“The easiest way to get over someone is to turn them into literature.”
I’ll stop singing now :P rofl.
also,...
WatchMe and ella playing about with harmoniiiez, I love her<3 :) sorry there’s no visual, I couldn’t hold the phone n play guitar at the same time rofl. I love how amazingly wonderful the quality of my blackberry is like ;)
I think I need to vent more. I feel guilty about my whole life. I don’t wanna write this in my journal cos I feel like I need to say it out loud rather than to myself. I feel pathetic how proud of myself I am for doing the dishes. Something other people wouldn’t even think twice about is that important to me. Sometimes (not that it happens very often) I feel guilty when my stomach...
Guh. My head is literally up my hole tonight. I feel really weirdly sadly notsad. I think it’s because so much is changing, all in good ways, and I’m not dealing with it the way I should be. I haven’t dealt with the fact that my anemia is getting better, it hasn’t hit me yet. It’s amazing news and I don’t know how to take it. I’m so used to thinking...
this is godawful and I made a thousand mistakes...